things

Things have been improving.. in almost every areas..
i had a huge long list of dues towards a lot of people, and as much as I hated it, I did not have time cause I can only get so far without sleeping... but now, for the first time in a long long time, I can see the light inside my long long tunnel.. it'll not be anytime soon, but maybe perhaps hopefully by next summer, everything will be done, settled and solved...
it's a long process, both physically, mentally and emotionally.. whoever is involved, knows it's a hard long process...
and many important lessons learned in this process.. too bad that i was not smarter when things started... i had to pay for my naivety. anyway, that's life, and after all, I have a beautiful family, lots of friends, and hopefully a dr. in front of my name.
sometimes it is hard, to think back, but hopefully i did make a few happy moments, not just for myself, but for others involved. and that's what counts... happy memories are really important, can can counteract the present, i keep telling myself... am i right, don't really know, but at least it makes it easier for me... hope i'm not alone.
oke, have to go, and finish up my thesis, finish up the curtains, and all the other stuff that on my long list :)
wishing a wonderful weekend and sending my love for everybody who reads this blog ...
whether it is north, south, east or west, US or Europe..